roller coaster rides, baby.

12/14/2006

Hello, i've updated my livejournal. it's still pretty new and skimpy ah wells.
I'VE GOT NOTHING MUCH TO SAY AND IM BOREEEDDD . AT TIMES LIKE THIS I REALLY WISH I WAS STILL A KID WHO'S RECKLESSS AND STUPID. well not exactly stupid. okaye, NAIVE. growing up's such a bore but in a way it's good. but it sucks cause it's darn sophisticaed. ah whatever. the time of the month's coming that i'm almost sure. it'll be my excuse for all this.
(:

GOODBYE>

Last Updated @ Thursday, December 14, 2006

12/09/2006

my grannies and some coussies from both sides of my family came for dinner.
Well this time i graduated from being the babysitter to being the chef, muaha.
Yay happy fifteen! ah wells i can't possibly be kiddy all my life and i finally prepared a meal for my grandma.which is wonderful haha i'm finally all growned-up! :D

your horison is down and pepper's up your nose,bleeding i sang a bitter song .

i feel undeniably empty whenever i talk to you .

gah, can you just make me hate you or something?

i just wanna throw it all up tonight and leave tomorrow walking.

Oh, and minus the hangover please.

Sheesh, i'm at it again ain't i?

then again i think i've gotten back on the track of memories.

berries<3

oh one last thing.

mrkumu_man.lj is no longer in use cause i forgot the password.

the new one's heyhardaches.lj .

there's a high possibility that i'll abandon that site hahah cause i cant bear to part this one. teehees. somehow i feel normal again. thank God for friends cause i lived through it. this time it lasted only 3 days? hahaha WTH.

Last Updated @ Saturday, December 09, 2006

12/04/2006

if only you could just stop and listen to me.

Last Updated @ Monday, December 04, 2006

12/03/2006

Have you heard of the name who never changes, or , at least the person who never changes?
okay well if your answer's negatitive then i guess you're living in denial OR the possiblity of you knowing hte same person as i am is very, very high.
whoo! and that just means that we're family.

hello family!
have a nice day.

OH! God is sooo GOOD! :D

Last Updated @ Sunday, December 03, 2006

12/02/2006

i really need to stop falling asleep while mugging and get my butt out of my bed when the alarm clock rings. ellohee, i need to get disciplined. STUUUDY!

Last Updated @ Saturday, December 02, 2006

12/01/2006

i'm not those who loves weaving enemies , and i cant deny that i do feel awkward and effected when people hate me ( even if they are just strangers ).

it's hard and i'm tired of trying to prove my innocence.

i'm not those who would claim to know people or claim to be closely related to someone whom i dont know. i may wave and say hi here and there but that doesnt mean that i know that person well and in response to the rumour : i have never talked to her on the phone nor whatsoever that have been passed around.

and hey, i dint mean to hurt you.

my message was polluted on the way.

i dont hurt people not even those i dislike at least not intentionally.

i cant even stand people hating me how would i even want to make people hate me?

ahwells i did my best and i shant talk about this anymore.

honestly you look fine in braces so yeah.

why is it that there's always misunderstandings between ues?

God help! :/

Last Updated @ Friday, December 01, 2006

hello how do you do.

i'm back! well but honestly i hate it here, i want to get back there as soon as i can.
i wanna live that hastle free lifestyle where i can hang my cloth line in my green greeen garden where my neighbours can't feast their eyes on. some where tranquil, somewhere where there's abundance in freedom and clean air. a laid back lifestyle where stress is absent.
sounds like heaven doesn't it?

well i wont let it just be wishful thinking.
i'm thinking of travelling the world.
i'm thinking of Cambodia & Indonesia once again.
i'm thinking and missing Sabruth/ Pisal and all the wonderful kids back in Phnom penh.
Adam and all the other cuties in Bogor.

i'm thinking of what the world cannot give me.
i'm thinking of what Lv and Chanel can do on me.
i'm planning my future on water,
and feeding my thoughts for air.

it's amazing what songs can make people think of haha

prom was interesting/ tiring , scary too.
ah wells blogging isnt fun anymore.

,fine i lied.

Last Updated @ Friday, December 01, 2006