hello, i miss school.
i woke up late and didnt wanna get whacked by mrs lian, you know. sigh, shall make good use of my day.

this week was umm good. (:
went to the airport last night with jiawen to mug.fab place , oh and there's this "Firman" guy. LOL, corny. hmmm and xiuwen's a good tuition teacher. (:

there's really nothing much to say.
I MISS YOU SCHOOLMATES and school's infrastructure and atmosphere.
And God IS GOOD. amen. exams are up.

BYE.

now i really dont envy those pretty girls who get all high and drunk at pubs wearing mangos to LV or what they say. that's not life. that's searching for love at all the wrong places.lord, bless them.

i'm starting to feel so much better now listening to hillsongs, was listening to the theme song of power rangers HAHAHHA i know, repeatedly over 3 times , early / first thing in the morning. so guess what's stuck in my head now?

GO GO POWER RANGERS!
POWER RANGERS ONLY FIGHT FOR GOOD!
YAY! * imitates mr wong cc's goofy smile *

gahahaha yeah i know, not that serious .
but honestly it isnt that bad.
good guitar rifts and drum beats. a cross of slipnot and busted.
hahahhahha pretty cool. like some 80s/70s rock band, maybe.
i'm hungry and proud of myself cause i woke up earrrly today. yay.
have a fabulous mugging day. alright seeya guys.

and all the praise goes out to you! (:
SHALOM, TAKECARE! :D

HELLO! lol this is what i wrote straight after saying my trial election speech:

My speech was wierd.
My speech was off-point.
If i was really running for a campaign
i would have been shot dead.
i was more like counselling the board.
MY MIND WAS BLANK.
i didn't read my script.
oh my goose.
My juniors will so be shamed.
i need a new face now.
i can feel the title slip pass me like a passing facade.
sorry juniors/ mummy / daddy/ everybody.
:(
i should have been late.
GAH.
favour.
i need.
AMEN.

and after that while running after my bus i rammed into a big/*at indian lady.
HAHAHHAHAHA stupid i know. i apologised but she didnt seem satisfied. ah wells.
hope she aint hurt. alright EXAMS. MUG! bye.

i'm bouncing off the walls again, im looking like a fool again. woyoh. threw away my reputation. one more song for the radio station!
And my heart's still beating out of my chest and this town is still making me sick and every penny from my last paycheck, I've blown on you.
- sugarcult. <33

Beloved, God doesn’t want you to be conscious of the lack you see outside you. He wants you to be conscious of the abundance within you because His kingdom is within you!

LALALALALALALLALALALALALA
LALALALLALALALALALLALALALA
LALALLALALALALALALALALALAA

you guys are a match.
pretty sweet, really.
(:

get her to go gb you fool!
ahhaha bye.







i'm still smiling.. really....sheesh.

i am feeling rather nonchalant now
is that the right way to use that word?
gah. okaye bathe and off to work.


i'm starting to miss you , starting to ponder about us again. and you know how that makes me so fouled up inside. argh! one more year to go and i guess i won't see you again? yeapp. i guess. hahaha, teenage years..

oh and listen to jie jie joan, don't waste your time on bgr in secondary school. it's pretty much useless and hurting. yeapp. it may seem all so wonderful at first but the break-up and other woohas suck. duh. heh heh

GOD BLESS & MUG HARD!
loadsa love from up here. <3

i'm now at HPB's office doing office work . heh heh cool experience and i know i'm slagging now to make an illegal blog entry. muaha. i'm supposed to do some research on smoking. ( i feel so tensed up whenever an adult walk pass now haha gosh oh mann ) okaye illegal illegal. umm. okaye im the only one slacking muaha. en-lin and evangeline ain't. LOl. urh okaye , i kinda like it here (:. it's quiet and well condusive but i dont plan to work here? umm yeah. okaye BYE! heh

school's alright. oh btw this is for GB not bling-bling.

collide-howie day
" i found i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind. "

okaye one more minute to knock off so everyone's slaggling now. HAHHA we're still not done with all the research yet but well it have been pretty fun ( to me) so far. teeheehee . i guess most of the staff koncked off alrready. well at least that lady who was supposed to guide us had and that senior advisor person seated behind me . alvin finally got to make his i/c. :D old boy!
and enlin just patted me on my shoulder to remimd me that it's knock off time. YAY. (: okaye this is stupid but i dont really wanna leave. i wanna dig my books out and study here. SO NICE. the air-con's just right. lol
okaye what else can i say.. umm.

i don't mind part-time, really.

okaye so lin's got tuition at seven. heh.

BYE.

today was fast (:
msn messanger's down for maint.? -SIGH.
ahwells i guess God just wants us students to do our revision aye? haha taking the fact that we have only 20(odd)DAYS to study. oh zomies. hahaha i've got one thing to say.
DAMN GAY.

LOL/SIGH but hey you're still you and that's cool. haha [:
loves and blessings to all!
all the best to the oldies for the Os! <33

School's starting tml and i'm not sure if im in a Yay mood or not. I don't know bout you but this holiday seemed to my like it was 2 weeks long haha which is good.i rest alot. (: and i just remembered i've got tons of homework undone. heh heh

honestly i'm sorry teachers but i'd rather do revision then homework hahaha right. okaye. umm i've got sorethroat and a slight fever and you know it aint exactly the best way to start a new term yes? hahaha but well i thank God that it's not during the holidays .And yes lord HEAL ME!(amen) okaye back to revisions. seeyou guys soon. jamming tml! teeheehee

goodbye gaming, slacking, long chitchats, computer, KOREAN DRAMA!, chocolates( till i recover that is ) and all the other woohas. i'll miss you.

Computer= addictive
i should really resist myself cause i NEED to mug. sheesh. okaye one short post and i'm off haha

Resentment was once LOVE

i guess most of the times people just doesn't recieve the same amount of love in return of what they're giving and because of that it hurt their pride/ego. so it'll generate this thing call "resentment" to just replace that so called " embarrassment ". so i guess..

disturbed pride and ego = Resentment?

No?

hmmm..

since i've totally forgotten what i wanted to blog about i shall introduce myself to all you people. get excited.

Hello there completely strange unknown stranger who is reading my stupid blog entry of which you just happen to come across in this prodigal blogosphere. i assume you're human too and i think i'll like you. * megawatt smile * and i know one thing about you. you're from this dimension too. how fascinating ain't it? * winks *

I am Joan , i'm a singaporean chinese. No, im not a caucasian. i've got alil bit of indo blood. im nice, very nice.( hehe ) i've got a temper, boo hoo hoo. i've got high EQ. i like drums and drummers. i love music and i like bands. I've got the golden ticket to heaven. im CHRISTIAN (: i love God and my church.

okaye i decided not to continue cause im bored and i just refuse to be creative to state anything funny or should i say stupid. ha ha ha.
pissed. that's why. hello friend. bye friend.
blessed day ahead. (:

went for superteen's workshop earlier this morn. hahha i've got the motivation up alr! WHHHEEE. 12 points! AMEN! ((:

just came back from Alpha gathering at marina south. to think of it i drink too much soup and ate too little ingredients. heh heh. all in all i think seoul garden's better. (:

marina south= $12 + ( all the time wasted waiting for bus )+ dirty place + sweatiness + plus all the drinks that you'd buy cause water ain't provided [?x $1.30]= $16?

Seoul garden= $16.90?
AIRCON, CLEAN, DRINKS (free flow:D ), DESSERT!

there. hahaa get me?

met up with alvin, conrad and lester for lunch today.wasn't really what i expected it to be. i guess i cant really click with them well, yeahh. was bored. heh. met dawn at 2.30 shopped alil hahha met kaiping and jascinta at KFC .
we were mad. LOVE YOU GUYS! :D
okaye goodnight.
prom night stuff tml so sec4s hahhaa count yourselves blessed!

so i guess today started off far from what i hoped it'll be .
I just wanna be alone now, at home. I know i should be contented to have my parents around me most of the time but it's just that .. i want some time alone.

time to be free and grow , think and dream .
It's essential to have time-out from your parents and family , friends too.
you know?

besides that, sometimes i wonder if you knew how much torment you make me go through.
i wanted you back , but i changed that thought cause i know you wanted to move on.
i wanted to be your friend, but you make it so hard. so so hard.
i wanted to be a stranger, but i cant cause of band, our friends-circle.
sometimes i do miss you, when you're around i feel elated. there's this adrenaline rush whenever i see you and that's what makes you special to me. But, im not asking for pity nor whatsoever you think im yearning for. I'm your friend, your band-mate.
and it sucks to be stuck in this emotional syndrome for more than a year already.

call me stupid or that i'm wasting my time.maybe i just think to much, i'll just take it this way. i guess i love you too much that's why. i guess that's why i dont wanna move on and keep myself rooted to this. i hate this. i hate how it seems that i can't live without you. the fact is that i can live without you, i can move on.
haha see, i just contradicted myself. i guess i do hurt you too, i guess you have your own reasons too. God bless us. though , i dont know why you missed my call.
i guess it's alil too late now, (:

things on a lighter note!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE JIE :D
baked a cake for her yesterday haha here take a look





LOL, to me it's a good attempt. haha
love you jie!

to think of it, i have only myself to blame for this.
but how do you blame someone who is already dead to condemnations?
hahhaa i'll get over this.
till then. love reigns. <3

Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you


Undoubtingly one of the best movie ever .
spent most of my day in bed today. lol , slaggy poo .GB tml (:
and yeapp, love's when you feel comfortable crying to that person.
hmm? hahhaa
i love you

:D