the holidays are here , :D
and it's time to mug my ass off.
yeapp. im serious, havent been doing well all year so it's definately time to buck up. no more prefect stuffies no more procastinations no more stupid stuff!
haha teachers day concert was alright though it was messy at first. yeapp, the dance. LOL! okaye forget that. went to see mr lim (:
that old hag! lol nah, that cool teacher. love him to bits! he got bitten by some insect can. so poor thing! ah wells.

doubt any teacher would get to read this but well.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
and a friggin wonderful holiday to one and all!
LOL! :D <3

ohoh and amen!

things that makes us laugh our bums off ; things that makes us friends forever! I LOVE YOU ENLIN / LIN-AAY / ER-LER / LIN !

and like that song goes " friends are friends forever , if the Lord's the Lord of them. " Always in my heart, our friendship will NEVER part. Just imagine us in heaven meeeting every now and then sipping english tea and talking stupid. LOL , we've got FOREVER! hahahha plus we can always sing and jump and do cool stuff for God. YAY! zeeeheeehhee.

To that girl who taught me much.
Love you! <3

i don't exactly know how to describe how i'm feeling right now but
i guess it's good that i said what i needed to say , after so so long.

(:
i'm off and i do find it wierd how i've been speaking in codes lately.
i guess im getting a lil closed up this days , ah wells.
great days people and hey,my blogosphere's flat. <3

thing's been pretty alright lately (:
im just lazy to blog.
hahah reply to tags:

Zann: aww thanks babe ((:
Tricia: LOL mann im speechless you kukunanapoktoomuch
sophia: lol hello , noted (:
yuanying: hey , you're so welcomed! :D will miss you guys so much!
jasmine: AUNTIE! HAHAHA

alright im offffff <3

joan's back and she's finally tasting freedom after 2346567347 days.

:D

though , i've got a pile of homework to finish and math/eng test tml.
wheeeezy. DADDY GOD'S GOOD. ((:
today's sermon's great , will share it with you guys soon.
lol, alright im off. loves!

ohoh, ROD (gb too) WAS FABULOUS wurrhx!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA :D:D:D:D
Jesus , YOU LOVE ME.
and me too. yes. ((:

to be honest , i'm friggin' tired.

VERY TIRED IN FACT. and to think im going to have a really long day tml and the day after. I've got word power and math test btw. im dead meat for sure. oh, homework's not done too. all thanks to prefects stuff. ahh, it's talking up so much of my time. ): GAHHH! ah wells. after this week i'll have the freedom to do what so ever i want cause by then i would have finished everything including Gb rod. YAY!

im feeling all icky now.
haven't bathed since im home like at 5.30pm?
yeah i know. i've been rushing my work.
sheesh. and i've not decided what to wear for ROD.

whats more, i've got that monthly thing.
ah wells. forgive my foul moods and my shagginess.
and my disorderliness cause i seriously amm to tired to even bother.
HELP!

GOD BLESS ME!
amen.

well i dont know why but i've got the urge to go private and umm moving to livejournal. ah wells. today was pretty good but i'm not feeling any better .
lol ah wells.

loveys (:

God, it's amazing how i'm feeling so calm now.
i know i feel like crying but it's just suprising that i ain't
i guess it's time i began to walk bravely and embrace some truths

good things got to end

self-denial i might add.
after all this months of wishful thinking and i would say i was blinded by infatuation. heh. and to think i used to boast bout how i would be so stable bout relationship issues. im but another victim of teenage love . Shit. haha .

so hey, i'll be honest.
i do understand now that we wont be together again.
sorry for being darn stupid all this while hahahahhha
but hey friend, don't mind right?
cause we're like buddies hor . :D

National camp was GOOOD.
Learnt loadsa cheers and made friends from the other UG campers in Singapore and mann must i say the camp opened up my eyes to all sorts of wierd personalities. I guess the unfamilarity made me feel a lil out of place and umm, very much unmotivated to work things out in camp.
now for that im sorry. to my teammates for not participating to my fulliest in the various activities and for being a lil introvert at times. heh heh

BUT hey, they're but bygones now.

Did SOC ( obstacle course ) , rappelling , DRAGON BOAT :D , SURVIVAL VILLAGE , ARCHEY , RANGE SHOOTING and of course many more. It was AWESOME i would say.
mann miss wong was right when she said it was gonna be fun.

alright pictures time.






i've got a feeling loadsa pics are missing. like WTH. ): spent half an hour loading them but ah wells. (:
BYE, BLESSED WEEK AHEAD!

happy national day y'all!

I dare say im proud to be a Singaporean and i know it means nothing to just leave this remark hanging from my lips so i vow that oneday i WILL make Singapore proud in a way or another. Well , lets start from the fundamentals.
1. GETTING MY CHINESE RIGHT.
2. FREAKING DO MY SCHOOL WORK

to be honest this year's programme's pretty boring.
hahaha but still it's extra special cause it's gonna be the last gig in the stadium, S.R.NATHAN is COOL! he shaked the lil Kiddies hands! so cool! hahaha ah well
happy birthday my dearest Singapore.
I love you ! <3

besides that , today have been a rough day
my eyes are soaked and painful and i have to pack my bag for camp tml.
i'll miss you guys, love you! :D

tocampwithabrokenheart.butJESUSgavemeanewon.

there's so many things that i want to post.
rants and happy thoughts.
but yeah , i have bad memory .

all those thoughts seem to disappear when i blog.
but i guess that's good cause all my post would be umm fresh and are of my upmost feelings and thoughts.

it just dawned on me that adolence's love's very much like sibling's mutual love.
it may just seem that you understand each other well.
maybe? well at least that's what i have in mind now.

i guess it's just darn cool to know that you'll always have a friend to hear you out when you're really troubled. somebody who'll call you silly but accept you for who you are. someone who says : hey, i really think you should move on. and someone who says: I love you , and that's why i want you to think about it clearly.

when's the last time you actually told and thank your friend for their care and love for you? i guess they dont show it , but they love you and they'll never want any bad to befall upon you. likewise , friends arent perfect. be contented. cause beneath all those bad is a heart of gold. and you'll soon find that you can never replace this love with parental love nor boy/girl love. I guess only God's love can replace it. haha he's afterall our friend too!and our daddy.

i just wanna say i love you beth.
i only want the best for you.
<3

YES i'm still up on the computer at such an ungodly hour doing prefect stuff.
all thanks to my procrastination and me being a sleep glutton .
( fell asleep while "studying" )
gahh ):

Festival Of Praise, TONIGHT!
still not sure whom i'm to go with but yeah God knows.
the weekends are here but honestly it's getting packer each week.
okaye this week : thanksgiving sat morning , CIP sat afternoon , sat night SLEEP/HW
sunday morning church, sunday afternoon shop ,
sunday midafternoon HW/ packing of bag for camp sunday night DOTA.

LOL it's counted as pack kaye.
used to have only GB on saturdays which takes up only up to half a day.

OH , even fridays are busy.
TODAY: drill , 230pm
cambodia trio interview, 3pm
prefects' stuff , 430pm
f.o.p , 7.00pm

i have tons of homework overdued and i know teachers have been complaining .
i havent been really been able to catch up with some subjects and yes , pretty much screwed. but i've planned to settle everything before national camp starts(10-13 aug) which means i wont be able to spend the national day holies with you guys. ):
CATCH UP REALLY SOON! i miss you guys alot. esp. enlin. gah.

right back to prefects' stuff.
i've yet to get my blazer and panty hoses and shoes and whosoever that's needed.
gosh, IM SUCH A PROCASTINATOR!
HELP ME FATHER!

so many things happened today.
HAHHAHA darn memorable.
bethanie's dramatic fall and her crys , LOL
mann i love bethanie . darn cute i'll say! (:

played drums for chapel .
prefects' meeting. wait i seriously forgot what i wanted to blog about.
hmm , umm. tricia called me a chiemy pie and that my posts are poetic and chiem.
right. youjin said my blog's interesting( kinda?).

LOL. EGO. heh heh


TURKEY FOR THANKSGIVING! <3
oh love you youjin(turkey) (:
drink more ginseng thinsy. BOOST ME UP .
*claps *