TODAY TOTALLY ROCKED!
mann daddy God loves me so so much <3
birthday well wishes and songs. LOL
unforgetable i tell you.
i really wanna say a heartfelt
THANKYOU to all my buddos who made my birthday wonder-wonderful((:
sweetayes. awww

:D
LOTS OF LOVE FROM JOAMS amen.
i missed my chance to shake your hand, dang.
but it's alright. iknowsomeday i'll get myhugsback.

EMATH test was a total disaster.
so much so for being confident.
roar. but well looking on the
brightside..at least i slept
at 7 and woke up at 6 this morn.
mann im good. OHYEAH.
* punches fist into the air



geog test tml. heh.
MUGMUGMUG! :B
theres a diff between love and like, right?

Dirty Politics.

whats going wrong with our motherland?
honestly i think some MPs are indeed taking things too seriously.
i mean hey, you behave and we'll vote.
You show us how good you guys are and not try to emphasize how bad somebody else is.
It won't help you a single bit. it like rubbing your own name with mud, digging your own grave. i know you're trying to make a statement. but maybe doing it the smart and virtuous way would be a better option?

Geezlouis,
i'm but a four/fiftheen year old teen, voting doesn't concern me abit.
i shall just run along and go snatch primary schooler's ice creams. :D
DUDE, IM COOL.
heh.

i wish i went to church today. but yeah. GODLOVESME. amen!

well okaye so i read her blog justnow.
ohmann. hahah well at least this tiny lil bit of lesbianism is leaving for SURE. heh heh. i feel wierd. now i dont feel like sleeping. bleugh.
joam rammed the door.
and threw her fragile heart out the window.

this is so screwed.
i must be dreaming. it's definately him that i love right.
im just paraniod, really.
so just dont comment bout it alright.
and prayers are of upmost welcome.

right so at this critical moment he came online.
uhhhhh then off. without replying. blardy. but who cares.

Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and He saved them out of their distresses. He sent His word and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions.
Psalm 107:19–20

God, why do you love me ?
im a sucker you know. an asshole.
wretch and the despicable.
yet you still.

it's clearer to me now. you'll love me no matter what.
if im croke or not. so what if things arent goin right?
so what if it seems that daye and i are over.
i have the most important thing. its you.
http://www.newcreation.org.sg/resources/messageofmonth/monthlymessage.htm

feelings , don't you waver.
don't you waver tonight.
cause this sweet intoxication's such a pleasure .
i'm thinking bout those silly days
those wacky times , ridiculously lovely i tell you .
i miss it really .

there's so much more that i wanna know about you,
don't sway. cause it's all of you and none of me .





isurrendertothestrawberryicecreamyouwereonceuponatimeinlove.accidentallyinlove.<3

the song dance dance's stuck in my head.

:D

drumming today was alright, class too i guess.
Wordpower was uhh. lovely?. right.
getwellsoon mistercsm , my prayers are solely for you.
*breathes in and out
im God's beloved.amen.

i could sing of your love forever Jesus!

thankyou for dying on the cross for me :D
im a sinner yet you loved me so much!
though your blood shed i am redeemed from curses and condemnations,
through your blood I AM RIGHTEOUS! amen.
through you, i am and have everything!

*jump jump jumps for joy.

JESUS YOU ARE!<33

this week have been splendid.
went to CYM's empower night with the GB and BB cohort.
IT WAS GREAT! to me that is.
though it was a lil flat but the worship was awesome.
went cycling with my fam this morn.
the kiddos there were SOSO CUTE! hahahah : D

ate mac breakfast by the shore and urh we made friends by giving one cup of coffee to our neighbour! hahaha and well daddy's and my bike had some prob .

our bag got stuck with the front wheel. it was quite bad really.
the metal rimp bent and yeah the wheel was touching the body.
BUT yes this 3 nice helpful malay cool strong dudes helped us. :D
thank God for them.
they refused to accept our token of appreciation, they took a name card instead.
how sweet. 2 of them are married and yeah their all out of school and army yet they look so darn young! cool. hahaha they said" we help one another." aint that cool or what? 3 CHEERS FOR'EM! ((:

was looking through friendster and i stumbled on her pic.
hahahha wanted to save it but no i dint. im not inane.
yet on the other hand i saw him so many times this week.
hahahah im blessed and loved by you so much!

oh and jamming yesterday kinda suck. heh.
what's my prob man.
oh wells.
amen and amen.

I L-O-V-E YOU! jesus!
and it's twelve alr
and mind you i am straight. yes.

HOORAY ARAY TERAY!

hahah cool cool cool
have been rather packed with gb stuffs since friday.
MANN gb IS fun. xD

friday.HPB
rushed there after school, lin-aay and i were station to guard some entrance.
ahahha had a heart to heart talk with her. ((:
hahah cool huh. saw taufik and some parlimant guy.
THE LIL PRIMARY SCHOOLERS ARE DARN CUTE!
but yeah except for those who tries to act cool.

SATURDAY. leadership training at Christ Church sec
It was pretty cool. We attended "leading bible study" :D
MR Leong's so cool. he know so much bout the bible!
though he's a lil monotoned i admit he's pretty much okaye ((:
games. HAHAHHA 2nd coy was retarded! we played cheat and totally madly.
a bunch of lunatics i would say. Candice esp! SHE'S CRAZY CAN. hahahha she looks totally drunk when she gets high!DRILL. whoa. i thank God that our drill aint as bad, really.ZONE INTERECTION. hahaha we're cool bacterias who ambushs our enemies. muaha. so fun. then we went on stage( all of us ) to perform!as in pasang cum performance hahahha :D:D:D
it was overall fun :D love it.

SUNDAY. GB/BB enrollment
COOLCOOLCOOL! <33
hahahha those lil primary schoolers are really adorable!
and their item's just so darling! *jump jumps
lol it was just AWESOME!
i want more combined enrollments.just so cool!


I'm definately getting more and more into GB.
drill tml and i can't wait! :D
woohooo LOVES!
to my ELSHADAI, heavenly . ILOVEYOU!








hey hang in there, cause i know you can pull through.
Take a deep breath.DESTRESS! God's there for you( me too)
hahhaha and i believe you can. ((:

enlinnn says:
okaaay
enlinnn says:
im going off
enlinnn says:
see ya
enlinnn says:
-waves
enlinnn says:
tomrorw!!
enlinnn says:

enlinnn says:
-excites
enlinnn says:
-screams
enlinnn says:
-faints
enlinnn says:
-dies
enlinnn says:
-then is alive again
enlinnn says:
-then says bye to joan
enlinnn says:
-and remembers about tomorrw
enlinnn says:
-and excites
enlinnn says:
-screams
enlinnn says:
-faints & dies all over again
enlinnn says:
:D
enlinnn says:
love you lah
enlinnn says:
heh

okaye im sorry but i found that REALLY cute. hahahah
:D:D:D love you too lin-aay!
and urh yeah tricia too!
and SARAAAAA! <333!

hahahha
guess what.
if you put daye and huiting together you'll get da-ting. dating. HAHAHA
okaye fine. it amuses me.

* joam grinned and went away.

Change.
Nobody can deny the fact that nothing stays stagnant;not in the 21st century.
Be it good or bad not a single soul can stop it.

i wouldnt deny the fact that the things around me have been changing drastically since the starting of the year .it somehow makes me feel very uncomfortable and uncertain. to think of it , if you guys were in my shoes you'll feel the strain too.

It seems as if everybodys changing and i stayed behind.
how cynical. Evrything's flying by. As if friendships were stretched across continents and it's so far from reach. i admit this tinge of fear that we'll lost touch. i admit this tinge of jealousy , i admit this thinge of doubt. i do wonder .

' let not my heart be troubled, neither let my heart be afraid aye? '
yeah alright. all to daddy.i'm carefree. ((:

sister baked muffins today.
cool. blueberry muffins. i'll try sneaking some to school.
hahah she's urh, overprotective bout them? RAWR.
and just said that her cookies looked like SAI. HAHAHHAHAHA
oh wells.
PFT TML.
ALL THE BEST GUYS!
love, loves.







mypaperheartwillbleed

On days like this , I really can't help but feel alil solitary or is it derelict?
I don't know whats wrong, really.
im just feeling all foiled up in there.
daddy God help me please?
I don't get it.

why this sudden rush of confusion?
why this sudden rush of discontentment?

roar.
daddy I know it's all about grace.
but I just feel so down and beaten.
discouraged maybe?
you know dad.
and I thankyou that im feeling better than before now.

tellme I gotta have faith and trust.
cause I think .






im losing hope alr.
the worldly hope that is.
[ God's hope: it will happen because God loves you. comes later but always on time.]
[ earthly hope: it won't happen but just try try lorh`x a faster solution but non durable.]

My dad's colleague commited suicide.
he's a successful man.
RICH, FAMOUS.
loved scuba diving.
it's was just so sudden .
he left behind his wife and 2 kids.
sad huh. and besides he recently won a car for his wife.
sigh. life goes on aye.

i used to love imagining the world without me.
how things would turn out if i was to die that very moment.
and how i enjoy thinking of people sad over it.
im naive. i do admit. sadistic too haha
i guess i'll treasure life more.
yes im sure heaven's a better place.
but i've only got A lifetime to live here.
heaven's eternal..
once you're dead.POOF.it's as if you werent even here before.
no matter how hard you try you just cant come back.
"Game-over, your time is up."- i could imagine the angels say.
life's but frail. even fools would agree.

drill today wasnt as good as last week.
RUTH WE NEED YOU! sigh. timer. i totally suck at it.
got the loudness but not the timing.rawr.one day. yes one day.

out to town tml with lin-aay beth sara ruth can't go. )):
mann. what else? nathang.
know what. im really feeling better now AMEN. haha :D
who`da man mann? hahahha
oh and btw, GOOD MORNING. it's 1.09am
APRIL'S FOOLS DAY. hahah woots!
SAVE THE TREES PROJECT!
xP loves.