God, it's amazing how i'm feeling so calm now.
i know i feel like crying but it's just suprising that i ain't
i guess it's time i began to walk bravely and embrace some truths

good things got to end

self-denial i might add.
after all this months of wishful thinking and i would say i was blinded by infatuation. heh. and to think i used to boast bout how i would be so stable bout relationship issues. im but another victim of teenage love . Shit. haha .

so hey, i'll be honest.
i do understand now that we wont be together again.
sorry for being darn stupid all this while hahahahhha
but hey friend, don't mind right?
cause we're like buddies hor . :D