YUM, when was the last time i actually decently ate a good'o meal of breakfast -on a schoolday.Was it yesterday or the day before? hmm..as a matter of fact, never.
And im glad im having mine now. hahaha cereals in choc milk ((:

Missed school today, it's not that i wanna but i need to.
i've been having this terrible headache for the pass few days and today it was really really bad. i couldnt really think properly, everything was a mess. i couldnt figure out what time it was. i was just feeling all gibberish and like a retard.No, not the funny sense of retard.I know my dad doesnt like the idea of me missing school and lesson but you cant expect me to listen in class like this right.
For instance yesterday during class around the last few periods . i couldnt take it. i had to rest.I couldnt get anything into my head. i would rather spend one good full day to recover and never get it again. And then spend quality time in school.

Going for the macritche thingy was a bad choice too. the scorching sun affected my headache. i had it, though i dint say it out. I wanted to have fun and i needed to be there. School's fun too but im more into recovering than fun now haha.

oh wells.
i figured out that not all teachers can be trusted.haha They appear to be nice but actually they really arent they just wanna spread rumours bout you and yous.

SHE thinks that im with some guy. my senior stood up for me and said that im not those kind of girl who would get a bf now that im in the PB.
SHE replied:'why not? you see her brother? also like that what.'

why compare me with my bro. my bro and i are different people. we have different good and bad points. AND my brother tried hard to help, but did they accepted it? Nope. Pure Biasness.LOL and no i dont have a bf.it's Joan LEE not Joan GAN. see the diff. one's sec3 another's sec 2.roar. and mind you people im single.It's just that im badly intoxicated. hahahha and definately i dont pray that hard that he'll like me back. im just praying for my future. hahaha personal stuffies yeahh hahaha don't worry bout me yeah? hahah i know you care (;

i figured out too that sometimes when you've got bgr stuffs in your mind talking to your bestfriends isnt really enough.Well i know they have good intentions but yeah maybe it's better to listen to someone whom doesnt completely know your personality - you get to view things from a wider perspective.Thanks Jiawen for listening. she really gave me something to think about. Jasmine koh too. ((:
thanks you guys.

okaye, this have been really wordy and alil not me.
i need to get off the com before my headache gets worst.
i'll get better, AMEN.