Today's message was really an eye opener.

hahaha following the holy spirit within. mann what a revelation.
you know i was thinking bout loadsa things bout last year , the kind of music i listen to , the things i've done , failures and success.

And well my verdict:

Why am i hiding/ killing my joy within by listening to emo songs?
i am a very cheerful and bubbly girl but why am i giving in to the evil one?
sheesh. foolish aint it. so this is it im promising myself to not drown myself with emo songs .

And why am i so cautious bout what others think i mean if i wanna put eyeliner on , im gonna put it on. If i wanna wear a short skirt , im gonna wear it.
It wasnt meant to be a bitchy statement.And well why am i trying so hard to be so called a emokid? i am , or should i put it I WAS. but not anymore. Im gonna be my true self. that happy sunshine family girl who'll melt whenever i see children.

LOL im kinda amused by what i just said.
anyway im still gonna support the bands that i heart.
I've got my priorities right . :D

and well i just realised onething.
the guys that i like are mostly 3 years older than i am.
hmm anyway i cant imagine myself dating , no not at this age.
my previous experience was kinda horrible. so yes , only when im mature enough.
HAPPY SECOND DAY OF 2006! hahaha