YAY . in an hours time it'll he 2006 !

hahahah well you know christmas aint that bad after all daddy bought for me this ultra cool yellow and black pencil box and a lovely fox water bottle. aww , thanks dadday. (:

well i kinda regret not going for the countdown with PEARDING and the rest . Im rotting my ass away in front of the com blasting music in the wait of the new year. SAD RIGHT!? but well at least im going to church tml morning!woo hoo
i cant wait to drink jolly shandy later hahaha im kinda afraid that i mght get addicted to alchohal . i've been drinking quite alot lately and HEY im underage hahah but who cares .

ahh well i'm gonna set my goals for next year so if you cant be bothered , go away. (:
- join youth in church
- play drums for Jesus! [YAY]
- learn more about his grace and shalom
- 6As
- to be a squad leader
- save enough money by christmas to get my own drumset
- get the cds i want. ( well if your nice enough you can help me out )
namely : armor for sleep ,taking back sunday x3 , sugarcult , all-american rejects , switchfoot and the white stripes.
- to do well in all my prefect duties
- slim down 10 kg :D
- form my own band
- be the best drummer in school
- closer to my darlin family
- go for the new year countdown next year

well that's all for now , but i promise it'll increase .

Father i commit my 2006 to you , in your name your righteousness prays. AMEN!:D
SMOOCHES FOR HOWEVER WHO READ THIS <33!

Gonna go shopping with mum tml , im sure hoping to get some nice clothes for 30th dec. haha ((: i cant wait.

Well , ever felt so ugly that you start thinking that evrybody's better off than you and that your the worst looking monster in the world?
ever felt so left out that everybody's different from you?

that's what im feeling now.
it's rather contradictive cause i know my standards and i know that i have a unique taste and style . i guess at any point of time people would start to feel insecure
? hmm i hope so. but well to think of it i'm GOD'S BELOVED and he loves me so much and he wants the best for me . so well i guess theres pretty much nothing to worry about.

chronicles of narnia is a must watch. ((:

went to orchard yesterday with the superteens peeps . it was fun , archading , walking around and well shopping . Philibert was with us , he was shopping for a pair of earrings for his girl. sweet aye. anyway the archade is a dangerous place.HAHHA take it from me. i was playin some game against bert and well i hit too hard , it flew and hit some beng's head. LOL but well im thankful that he dint find trouble with me. oh wells.

watched narnia with sara free ticket haha
well after that i was walking out of cineleisure when out from no where this two girls just hit my head with a file. maybe they love me too much but what the heck. i don't even know them yet they just hit my head. yeah i know they thought that im their friend but anyway i stared at her and their only reaction was that stupid shocked face and they left without a polite sorry.gosh such asses.but to think of it hahaha it was kinda funny . oh wells. BEWARE PEOPLE! ORCHARD is dangerous! it's filled with crazy people who hit your head for no good reason. so wear a helmet!

MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYONE! :D
have a very blessed one.

I went all the way to school just to find out that yesterday was 21st and not 22nd dec.

You see i have a meeting on the 22 and 23 dec at 9am , 7am.
Yes i know im blur , but yesterday was great lol it felt like 3 days in one.
okaye maybe thats cause i sleep at 3 and wake up at 12 everyday.

On my needless bus ride to and from school i listen to PasterPrince's cd and i felt restored , assured and blessed. uh huh , i really didnt mind wasting the 3 hours to and fro and the $1.50 travelling fee. i learnt much.


I COOKED LUNCH.
Mee Tai Mak and prawn soup. ((x
it's delicious. (im not bragging ask my family.)
the killer prawns.




the tired cook .

it's late. gotta sleep now. :/
oh wells. LOVEs.
oh wait one more ,

hey mom! look my new michael jackson tan! haha midnight high , oh wells.

BYE.(1.12am)

Imma Happy fool and the culprit is YOU . <3

HOORAY FOR CRAPSILS , IT CLEARED MY BRAIN NEURONS. - Turkey Dinner.


Buy it today for only $34.50 !!
(while stock last.)




Our Christmas Special : CRAPSILS PLUS!

YES , crapsil with a PLUS.
it's better and improved !
now , $45.50 !
( i know this isn't funny but oh wells please don't find me sue. )
5 more days to Christmas everyone! :D

Bugis was very crowded today .

The whole place was filled with people especially the gift shops on the groundfloor and on the 3rd .It was kinda annoying cause people were just pushing their way around and they dint say sorry.GAHH.Ah well had fun walking around with the superteens peeps and well met Jasmine and her church buddies. yeah i know i was dao jasmine but yeah IM SORRY i was well thinking bout stuff. forgive me yeah (:

Christmas is in less then 6 days and i'm not dont with the presents yet.
darn , I NEED MORE TIME.

oh wells ..
i'll end with this.
ANTHONY IS A BRONZY BEARY ROBOT EATER SO BEWARE!

Whats the world turning into - Da Vinci Code.

Why can't the world see the love that have been generating generations and building relationships and pathways ?

Why do they believe something that plain humans like themselves discovered?
EVIDENCE . yes the evidence from plain made believe.

Why , why cant people see that the devil's playing catch up?

Do you not realise Christianity is the only Faith that is being attacked by people of all religions. The main question is WHY CHRISTIANITY? is it WRONG?
Well if it's wrong , then there is definitely affiliations btwn all the other religions that i fail to see and that they feel is destructing the earth?!
Why does it seem that they are ganging up to push Christianity down?

hmm?

Maybe Thats cause the devil is trying to cover something up? Something good.Like all the bad guys in movies , they tend to hide good stuff from good peeps right?
The fact that Jesus Christ Died on the Cross for us and that we're all redeem from the curse of eternal death in the lake of fire , that's good news aint it?
The Grace of God that even some christians fail to acknowledge.
Why do humans love Laws so much? We know fairly well that we cant keep them then why put your faith in the Laws when somebody had already cut a covenant on your behalf to put you under Grace? Jesus did NOT die in vain.

sometimes i fail to understand why man always want to use Logic to understand things.Is it not time to listen to your heart and follow what gives you peace?

Superteens camp was awesome .

it was a period of self-discovery , motivation and learning how to study .
The friendship and bonding between all the 80++ campers was the best thing though , i mean until today we're still in contact and we're meeting up for outings - cool uh?

it have been a totally ravishing experience which i believe will be with me forever.
During the camp we did COE ( challenge of excellence) -it's a whole lot of Fun.


" When you life is shaky what do you do? - I BALANCE MY LIFE! , FAMILY or FRIENDs?! - FAMILY , STUDYs or PLAY?!- STUDY "
it was G-R-E-A-T i tell you. On the last day we did the highest beam thingy , we were required to walk on the beam around 3 storeys high -correct me if im wrong. We all completed it . Nerve recking but well it taught us one thing . FOCUS ON YOUR GOAL.

OHOH
on the 4 day i think , we had water bomb fight.
HELL LOTTA FUN!!
leaders verses the resources. we wanted to pin marcus down so we pulled his leg , and well he tried to defend himself so he kicked my hands off - i lost balance and i fell on the mud and darn it people fell on me. HAHA thank God im still alive.

they had 3 tests , i failed all. :(
but well until today i still remembered all the stuffs i guess i was too nerves then? hmm who knows. We learnt stuff like the 11 steps for memory , goal settings , 11 steps of studying , speed reading. And yes i know it sounds like Adam khoo's camp. Adam khoo was Ernest Wong's student. apparently he took all of Ernest's materals , ideas and yeah you know the rest.

The two trainers for this camp is ERNEST WONG and KEN.
Two hyper active people , full of knowledge and compassion.
Oh and DARN DUNNY TOO!
God bless those two! (x

the resources . GREAT PEOPLE . they made the camp all so fun for us . we leaders slept for less than 5 hours every night but this people sleep less than 4 . mann they're really just remarkable.

the leaders . COOL PEEPS. esp Jolyn . she's forever so bubbly , happy and enthu! hahah she's a cheerleader. and she's one pretty babe. well the others theres..
ELANIE ( she's really fair and sweet )
CEDRIC ( strict kid )
ERNEST( enthu guy!)
DEON ( knowledgable dude )
PEARLYN ( BUD! )
JIAYI ( the COOL guy )
MARTIN ( twist! )
PECK HUANG ( netball sweetheart )
FRANCIS ( sporty guy )
BERNICE ( blur queen! )
i really had so much fun with these peeps.
:D

and a special tribute to Crazy frog! hahaha love that guy. he's so very very nice and well a great friend! ohoh and a gentleman.

those 5 days 4 nights was just really realy memoriable.
i only wished we could extend it , really.
I LOVE YOU GUYS FROM THE DEPTS OF MY HEART I DO!
220th batch of Superteens 5-9 dec 2005
To my lovely group - TOFU!
and to my lovey dovey roomates CONSTANCE (sec1) and QIXI(p6)
HUGS AND KISSES!
MUACKS!! xD

Today was a very slaggy day ; in slaggy clothes .
I went to marina square to change the osim isqueez
which didnt last for more than 2 weeks
,to church and after back to get a new isqueez
We had to my grand's place for dinner and well celebrate my lil couz bday( that cheeky child) hahaha the birthday cake tasted good . lol :D

i'm really tired now
sigh haven't even pack my bag for camp tml.
and i'm sick.

it's kinda funny how i get affected that easily ,
my faith . It's strong , but it's constantly under attack.
It just really proves this , the ungodly needs God -
Simply because the godly needs not Jesus to help them.
But well i am God's beloved and righteousness in Jesus.
I claim all healings and grace.

AMEN.

(umm pictures of the my lil baby cousin when im back. :D )

Today was such a bore .
but well at least i finished my report for camp which is on monday.
YAY , 3 cheers for that.

MARK CHAY LOST . :(
im so disappointed.
but well there's always next SEA games. ohwells.

YAY im back from GB camp .
it was totally fantastic , our camp theme was Ohana(where nobody gets forgotten or left behind)
i missed the whole of the 1st day but managed to catch up only after dinner . We watched Lilo and stitch around mid-night , psycho mams but overall it was great! haha

the 2nd day we went to sentosa . It was such a waste that we werent allowed to bring our cameras nor phones along , so many pictures to take . LIKE HOT FRENCH DUDE. hahaha yes , i saw one at carlsbug tower . He is so cute , his hair was all down and he has beau eyes. aww yeah. but well they're just eye candies anyway .That night we had Ohana , it 's a game where people were either lame, dumb/deaf or blind. The leaders was supposed to gather their group which consisted of all of the above . The difficult part was that the leader is also like the rest , it was fun. But my group was lied to so we lost - so so gullible.

3rd day we had board games! hahahahha sounds boring but it's really fun with a bunch of noisy and hyper girls (ask any GB girl) it was awesome. and At night we ha tribal night and BBQ. My group's performance as usual was lame and no-sense.

then 4th day it was good bye. It definately Brought GB 2nd coy together. :D

well i missed the 1st day cause of my family's potrait.
We had our appointment at that time so yeah. the Make-up artist made me look al kiddish. :(
but ohh wells it was a good experience . AND it's actually irritating to model about , the photographer would be like "okaye tilt your head alil bit okaye , now look to your right , smile and FREEZE". many many times.

i really do admire the models 's patience towards that.
anyway ..photos!

okaye so i can't seem to upload the photos even tho i clicked them both twice .
oh wells .
Shalom people .