Gonna go shopping with mum tml , im sure hoping to get some nice clothes for 30th dec. haha ((: i cant wait.

Well , ever felt so ugly that you start thinking that evrybody's better off than you and that your the worst looking monster in the world?
ever felt so left out that everybody's different from you?

that's what im feeling now.
it's rather contradictive cause i know my standards and i know that i have a unique taste and style . i guess at any point of time people would start to feel insecure
? hmm i hope so. but well to think of it i'm GOD'S BELOVED and he loves me so much and he wants the best for me . so well i guess theres pretty much nothing to worry about.